I don't want this thing anymore.

Sooo, goodbye.

Currently Listening Give Up By The Postal Service see related

- "Such Great Heights"

I had another interview with Guess, and that one sounded more promising than anything. The good part is i'll be getting 40% off instead of 30, 20% off of sale stuff, and more pay...the bad part is it's still retail. But at least i know it's something i'm good at. Also, the girl that interviewed me knew some people i used to go to school with because she graduated from Atlee a few years ago so that was cool; it's a small world. It'll be a year this week that i've been with friggin Abercrombie, and i cannot stand it any longer. The fact that they are working me double time to cover for the people that left for school/just not show up is driving me insane. I really wouldnt mind it at all if i was making like 7 or 8 bucks! Especially now that gas is so high and driving 30 minutes to work and back is bad enough.

This weekend was Kevin's birthday, and i got to spend the most time with him which made me happy, but i came to learn that i dislike some of the people he hangs out with, except for the guys. So maybe what i'm trying to say is i thought the girls were cool...but i seem to give them more and more opportunities to talk about me and i don't even know i'm doing it. This whole cheating ordeal has really gotta stop. It makes me look and feel shitty and i'm sure kevin is sick of hearing it and there's no point of even talking about it because it never happened in the first place! And i mean, what the hell..when did all of this shit start to occur?? at least a good few months ago...so just drop it and find a new person to gossip about! Especially when kevin gets pulled outside on his god damn birthday and questioned by his drunk neighbor to see if he knows about if i cheated on him or not! FUCKING RIDICULOUS and so unnecessary!! Typical girl shit...say it behind my back and don't even come up to the person and get the facts. And people wonder why i hate 95 percent of them.

So i'm really gonna stop complaining and hopefully the next thing i have to talk about will be something good.

Finding another job is not as easy as i thought. The Pottery Barn interview was a complete and absolute waste of time...and i also saw Mrs. Rice, or whatever her new name is, in there. We both had the same group interview, and we sat right next to eachother. Awkward. ....keep in mind this is the same lady that used to hate me and treat me like i was a disruption to her class. The Victoria's Secret one isn't completely done with yet. I still have to call and get asked questions over the phone, which is the second part of it. I thought that was kinda weird, i'd rather be asked in person. But anything is better than crombie right now.

I dyed my hair DARK brown, i like it but it makes me look sorta pale. 80 bucks to get that shit done! Oh well. I'm gonna go take a nap.

Currently Listening In Between Dreams By Jack Johnson see related

- "Do You Remember?"

So it's back to school for some people i guess...

Not for me though. and that kind of depresses me. However i did get into Academy of Arts University in San Fran..but i'm still waiting to hear back from SFSU. It'll probably be a couple more weeks til i hear back but i think if i get into that school that will be my first choice. If not, i'll settle for the other one.  How i am going to pay for any of these i'll never know.

This summer has been kinda crazy. Not what i expected at all. The only way i can put it is..it was more mature than anything. Last year i didn't have a job and we partied it up like crazy because it was our senior year and we all knew it wouldn't be the same next year. We were definitely right about that. This year was full of trying to make ends meet, working all the time, and hanging out on the side. Yeah we still partied and stuff, but it felt more grown-up. I'm still in the middle of feeling like an adult and a high schooler, and it has been one of the most frustrating times of my life.

Claire left this weekend which i'm sad about. Kev starts school tomorrow but that excites me lol. I really wanted him to go back. And all the VCU'ers start this week too. I swear this year has gone by way too fast. Especially the summer. But i'm kinda looking forward to the fall because it's my next favorite season. I just hope this one for once doesn't make me sad because for the past few years something has gone wrong to make the fall and winter so depressing for me, and it's bad enough that i have to wait another year for the summer lol. I swear i'm moving to the tropics when i get older because i am a completely different person when the daylight gets slimmer and the weather gets colder.

P.S.- i found Coldplay! All is well lol.

Jesse Lee Jarvis thank you for being such a wonderful friend, these past few days/week has been hard on both of us i know...just wanted to let you know i love u!!

I need the beach....very badly. Hopefully the closest i'll come to that is Jen's bay house this weekend. But that's still not good enough.

And whoever stole my Coldplay X&Y cd is gonna get a punch to the face if i ever find them! .......................ok maybe not a punch to the face, more like a tap on the arm.